Rainy, Rainy Day ... A reflection of my emotions??

Its been raining non-stop today. A great day to slp in. And a great time to contemplate my life, my future and all that has been happening recently. I've had a great accomplishment today. I finally started on my report this aftn n i spent 3 hours just typing out 3 freaking pages of intro!!!! Die liao. Got 50 pages to write. 1 hr 1 page. I need 50 hrs ah!!!! At least the results will take up quite some pages le but still ... I'm starting to feel the stress le. If i didn't start i won have felt stress at all lor .. Ok .. Mus JIA YOU!! MEIQIAN JIA YOU!!! You can do it one!!

On another note, i finally decided not to get the Guess bag le. 100+ for such a small bag although got 20% discount also not worth it lah. Ended up i got a pair of gold 3D butterflies earring. I bought it on impulse lah but so far i haven regretted yet.

I just found out just now tt my pri 3 tuition kid has got a gf!!! They've been together for 2 yrs le lor!! That means they started when they were in Pri 1!! Wow!! And his mom noes!! Kids these days really mature soo fast. I rmb when i was in pri 1 i didn't even noe about BGR lor. I really cant imagine wat will happen when my kids start sch in future. Wah! So scary to even think about it lor. Better not think le wait get nightmares. Better faster go back to my report writing le ..

2nd day of term break le!! Where have the time gone to??!

It's already the 2nd day of the wk and wat have i been doing??! Nua-ed at home the whole of sun n yest then went out for tuition in the evening then come home n nua-ed again. Haven started any of my goals yet dun even mention completed. Will be going down to orchard later to get my Guess bag so tt's at least 1 goal cleared .. Wahaha .. Well the main goal for this term beak is to complete my FYP report or at least 3/4 of it. Will start tmr .. Tt's wat i've been telling myself since 2 wks ago .. But my tmr nv comes .. Haiz. How to finish at ths rate i'm going.

Sat was mummy's birthday n we went down to Vienna International Seafood & Teppanyaki Buffet Restaurant for lunch. It also happened to be 人日that day so it was everyone's bday. Had a scumptous meal with lots n lots of salmon sashimi, fresh raw oyster, crayfish n chocolate fondue. Yummy!! Enjoyed the meal alot. Then we headed down to Safra Yishun for a game of bowling then went back home. Later in the evening met up with some of the peeps from poly to celebrate Richard's n Clarice's bday at PartyWorld at Clementi. Yeah .. Tt's another goal cleared .. Go KTV .. Haha .. Couldn't make up our mind where to go after tt so we went to the market opp Ginza Plaza but got nothing to eat there so we ended up at West Coast Mac cafe again. Realized tt my car kana 'bombed' by birds when it was parked at the Clementi carpark. U noe the one behind Mac. Had to mobilize 4 ppl to clean up all the birdshit. Dunno wat the birds at Clementi eat one ah .. Next time park there mus cover up my car ah..

Alot of stuffs have been going thru my mind these last few days. Most of them very depressing. Think i going into depression soon le. Maybe its time tt i let things go le ba. No point holding on le. Maybe i'll be happier tt way.. .. ..

What's Your Seduction Style??

Happy Birthday Mummy!!

- Get Your Own

Goals

Just finished my lunch of scallops n prawns with instant noodles. I've been eating the same old thing since chu er ... All r left overs from the steamboat on chu yi .. Confirm kana high cholesterol soon ..

I've decided to come up with a list to keep myself on track ..

Goals for term break:

1. Clear MS 4002 online lectures (4 in all .. Tt's 4 hrs .. Pengz ..)

2. FYP report ( Lit review, Intro, Methodology, Results)

3. Go back SIMTech get pics for simulation for report
4. Study for MS 4510 quiz
5. Send compression results to Dr Wong
6. Go KTV
7. Go get the gold Guess bag or Nike bag
8. Keep self bz so that got no time to think ...

Happy Chinese New Year !!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!! Gong xi, Gong Xi!!

It hasn't been a really happy one for me. Lots of stuffs has been happening and i dunno if i'm being jus plain paranoid or wat. Maybe its a case of once bitten twice shy .. I also dunno wats going on with myself anymore. I'm so so confused right now .. Maybe i've got too much time on my hands tt's y i'm thinking soo much. Everyday stay at home n slp eat watch tv .. Haven even started on my FYP report yet n all those online lectures ... OMG .. Just thinking bout them gives me a big headache ...

Okie enough bout those depressing stuffs now .. Its the new year ... Must think positive .. Collected the usual ang paos .. Still thinking of whether i shld get the gold Guess bag or not ... Haiz .. Decisions decisions decisions ... Well i jus realized tt i cant gamble .. Totally no gambling luck at all ... Went to c the feng shui master the other day with my parents .. He said tt my wealth is slow this yr .. So cannot gamble .. 賭森麼輸森麼 (maybe the occasional mahjong lah, can't help it if my hand's itchy rite .. Haha) .. But my guidance is very strong this yr .. He said i got alot of 貴人 this year .. There'll also be lots of obstacles in my love life .. Very true ..

Okie .. Tt's all for this entry .. Going back to pondering over my life's issues .. .. .. ..

FYP update

I've finished the practical part of my FYP. So i'm now left with analysing the data and writing th report. Sianz .. Dr Wong told me to write the Lit review n procedure at the beginning of my FYP n up till now i still haven even started on either one. Die liao. He's back from his 2 wks of reservist training le. Confirm going to ask me to show him my results within thes few days and i haven even tabulated them. Argh. Have to start on my report ... First draft is due on the 9th of march n CNY is this wkend. Where got time to do ... Must faster start soon if not too late liao ... I need motivation ...

Boy 哥's Traditional Wedding

Okie .. This is a belated post.

My cuz held his traditional wedding ceremony on the 1st of Feb at Hyatt Hotel. The day before i got roped in to take over my fifth uncle for mahjong. Wah. First time playing so big ... $1, $2 ah .. The largest i've played is only $0.20, $0.40 lor .. Stressed man ... But luckily my uncle sponsored me... Lose he pay, Win i keep ... haha .. In the end i lost $50 but i not the biggest loser. Heng ah .. In the end reached home at bout 2+ then had to wake up at 8 the next day ... Was totally shacked the next day.

They had the tea ceremony at their place at punggol and then they went down to the bride's place b4 heading down to the hotel. The bride looked so pretty in her wedding gown n the groom handsome in his suit. Like a match made in heaven ... So envious ...

There weren't many ppl at the tea ceremony cos it was a thurs morn n the kids had to go to sch. The adults all took leave from work cos they have all waited 33 years to drink Boy 哥's tea. Haha. I also went as my lesson tt day was cancelled. Yup ... n i finally got an ang bao from him after soo long. Haha. I forgot to take photos in the morn so i'm jus posting up some pics tt i took at the dinner at Hyatt.

Arghhh .. Need an outlet for my frustrations!!!

I'm really really sick and tired of people making plans to meet and then cancelling at the very very last minute. I was soo angry yest tt my frens were telling me not to get angry over something so small. Yes. I agree tt i'm petty and this is but a small matter. But this is not the first time tt this has happened. I noe tt my tone on the phone yest wasn't very good n cindy's been telling me tt this could hurt our relationship but if i jus keep it to myself n not let it out, no one will noe how i feel. Really really very very fed up. Argghhhhhh!!!!

Who needs boyfriends when i've got such wonderful friends !!

Just got back from shopping at Orchard n chilling out at Clark Quay with Clement, Fiona and Cindy. Had Pepper Lunch for lunch which suaku Clement haven tried before n then had Pontian Wan Ton Noodles at Heeren. Love the noodles. Made me think of the Wan Ton Noodles that my dua yi used to make. At Clark Quay, we had drinks from "Full House" at Central, the newly opened shopping center above Clark Quay MRT station. The drinks there cannot make it. So disappointed. We finally ended up chilling at TCC along the Singapore River, taking photos n bitching about life, sch, love n relationships. Life gets more and more complicated as we grow older. Well tt's life n we'll just have to adapt to the changes. I bugged Clement to get the phone charm for me. I act wanted another one but he say tt one too dainty for me.. This one looks more 'chor lor' (rough) .. more suitable for me.. Nvm .. Let him say wat he wan .. Cos he paid for half of it .. Haha ..

This phone charm was given to me by Huiyu .. I jus made passing remark tt i like hers and she got one more for me ... So sweet of her ...

Will post the photos taken at Clark Quay n at my Cuzin's wedding on thursday soon ... Going to hit the sacks now ... Nitez ..