Last Paper Tmr!!

Last paper tmr finally!!! Looking forward to 11am tmr. Gonna go out n play after tt. Dun care wat results i get liao. I've quite made up my mind.

Sick!!

Of all the times to be sick, y do i have to be sick now?? I hate getting sick during the examination period especially since i've got a major later in the morning. My fingers are weak from all that sneezing. In fact my whole body is weak. Cant slp n cant study. Been sneezing away since last evening. Haiz. Think i've just finished using the whole pack of tissue. That's 200 pieces and i have to open another pack soon. Think my nose is dropping off soon. I look like Rudolf the Reindeer with my very very red nose. ANd its not even christmas yet. Gotta go n try to slp now. At least after later's paper i can sort of relax cos my next paper would be on thur.

You are Judgement

Happiness, Content, Joy.

Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward.

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Going crazy burning the midnight oil

Its now 1.41 am on a thursday morn. Got a paper at 9 am later and i haven even finished memorizing my stuffs. Somemore still got time to come n blog. Haha. I've actually spent the whole aftn studying n memorizing but i jus cant seem to rmb anything. I'll successfully rmb something then when i memorize something else n go back to the previous part i can rmb wat i've rmbed. How like tt later. Is it because i'm getting old?? I used to be able to memorize lots of stuffs. Or is it because my brain is saturated?? Arghh. Don think i'll be able to slp tonight. Although i noe tt the night b4 a paper i'm supposed to get enough slp but if i slp tonight, i'll forget everything i've memorized today. Help!!! Can i jus dun go for the paper?? Sometimes i really wonder wat the hell am i studying for? Am i going to apply wat i've been studying in wat i'm going to do when i grad?? I dun even noe wat i field i intend to go into when i grad. Arghhh ... Help!! I think i'm really going crazy. I'm jus soo tired mentally n physically. I jus wanna lie on my bed n slp n maybe not wanna wake up anymore. Won that be nice. Then i won have to worry bout anything anymore.

Back to Original background

Think i'll jus stick to the original background until i've found a nicer background or have figured out this blogger beta thing. Itchy hands go n convert to blogger beta for wat. I may decide to change my server after all. C how thing goes after my exams ba.

Boring Life!!

Life is soo boring now. It'll be boring for the next 3 wks. Really looking forward to the end of my examinations on the 30th. Been on a self imposed grounding since wed. Friday evenings shopping spree not withstanding. Going crazy with all the polymer additives, uv stabilizers, antioxidants ... ... ... and now my tummy is giving me problems from the cold mug of tea tt i've jus drank. Can feel my gastric coming again. Die liao. Do u noe that tea also contains antioxidants which has anti-ageing properties? Jus as antioxidants prevent polymers from degradation? Which is the same. So ppl degrade as they get older becos

Ageing = Degradation

Sometimes studying with ppl who are very good in their studies is not an advantage. U end up getting more stressed and worried when u realise that some of the things that they are discussing you have not even heard of it before. It makes u wonder if the things that u have been studying are relevant or not. Dunno if i'm the only one who feels this way. Hopefully there are other ppl out there who feel the same way.

Clement called me jus now and we had a chat. They are stressed out for this exam cos they had a 2 yr break for their ns and now they are back to pick up their books. It was very hard for me adapting to uni life when i first entered ntu so i can jus imagine wat they are going thru. Spent bout half an hour chatting with him and encouraging him.

Okie, think its time i got back to my notes. Gonna burn the midnight oil again tonight. Seems tt i can only concentrate at night but if the paper's the next day then no choice. Die die also have to concentrate in the day. Au revoir. Till the next post. Hee. Haven been practising my french since i got back. Getting rusty le ...

Time to Start Studying

I've got 3 big bags of rubbish waiting to be thrown away. And i mean BIG. My table is finally cleared of all rubbish and its neat and clean. Finally can start studying after procrastinating for soo long. Everyone has already started their revision weeks ago. I know. I'm a slacker. but i cant help it. I cant seem to concentrate on my notes long enough for anything to go in. I've been starting to feel the stress since 2 wks ago but it doesn't seem to make me feel the urge to hit my books long enough for the stuffs to make sense. I do try to seat down with my notes but there is always something that will distract me from them. Haiz.

The first paper is prof comm which is an open book paper so not much worries there. Wats worrying is the second paper. Polymer Technology. Alot of memorizing work. I hate memorizing stuffs. Shit. K. I'm going to hit the sacks now and going to wake up early to start revising. I mean it this time and i'm going to do it. After tt i'll be going down town to meet my mom. There's 20% discount at Metro until the 12th.

Haven got the time to blog since fri. Been out the whole day on sat n reached home only at bout 4+ on sun morn. Spent the whole of yest n today catching up on my slp.

Celebrated my bday at Clementi Party World with the guys from poly then headed down to MS to catch the midnight movei Step Up. They surprised me with a cake which they produced literally from the ground and a bag from Project Shop. Haha. And they also attempted to sing the bday song in cantonese but somehow it came out in chinese. Haha. One thing tt they commented was tat how come i'm only celebrating my 22nd bday now when their's have already passed so long ago. I cant help it tt i'm the youngest rite .. Haha .. anyway it means tt i'm always young. Celebrate earlier means get older faster leh .. Who wants to get old so fast. But i'm very touched by all that they have done. Thanks guys for a happy n memorable bday.

I also took some videos when we were having supper after the KTV session on the different ways of eating popiah. Nothing better to do huh .. haha ... Enjoy ..

Create Your Own!

How Teck eat Popiah

How Benny eat Popiah

How Bang Tong eat Popiah

Hmm. Seems that the nearer exams get, the more i blog. So my blogging is inversely proportional to the no. of days to exams. Theoretically, it should be directly proportional where the frequency of my blogging shld decrease as the no. of days to exams decrease. This could be explained by my short attention span when i'm studying and to the fact that i get easily distracted and will readily find any excuse to slack.

Well, I got a hair cut this aftn. Cut away my split ends and some stress too. This my way of destressing. Cut a good 4 inches off my hair. It seems so short now. But it also feels lighter. Its like as my hair gets shorter, my stress level decreases. But tt's only for the time being. But when its a day or 2 to my paper, no matter how short the length of my hair goes, the amt of stress would always increase. Now i'm starting to talk rubbish. Think its time for me to stop typing.

I received a card from my beloved 3Mers today. This is the cover of the card and the one at the bottom is the contents of the card. Although my bday is still a few days away, I'm already starting to receive presents le. Hee. I'm really very touched that my frens rmb my bday. I'm happy tt ppl rmb my bday cause it really shows tt they care about me. Its not how much the present cost or how big it is. It's the thought that counts. Below's the contents of the card.

Happy 22nd Birthday!

A song for you:
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to MeiQian
Happy Birthday to you!

Wish you all the best in your coming exams ...

Stay Pretty ...
Stay Cheerful ...
Stay Healthy ...
Stay Youthful FOREVER !

From your Beloved
3Mers

Isn't it sweet of them?? I love you guys. And guess wat i found when i opened the card. $100. They didn't noe wat to get for me so they jus gave me the money to get wat i want.